12/18/08
Seems like the days are coming to represent the distance that is between us, girl
The ground is cold, wet and the sky is full of water and gray
There was a moment where I felt I could predict the future and I was the only one who knew what was to happen, less than a month from now and I ran to you
I ran to chiang’s to find you to tell you not to go out there that night-
Not to go out looking for yourself
Not to go walk on water
Because it wasn’t the kind of water that would wash it all away for you-
Then I remembered- you wouldn’t be there. There wouldn’t be another first time, of me walking in and suddenly seeing you after some years- some years that
would find you married and divorced, me; with a new love, one you briefly met as we strolled out of a theater- you with your future husband turned ex husband.
No, there wouldn’t be a moment of us crashing back into each others lives.
The only sound I heard was the voice in my head telling me to keep driving forward- not towards you at chiang- but homeward to my pictures that proved you were
here with me for a split second..
i love you – girl
everyone knew there was something in everything about you
